LIFE UPDATE:
It's 2014. The last post was during my big(now past) A level exam. So, how was it you ask? It was... mediocre at best. not something to be proud of but yeah no use sulking about it now, It's past time to move on. I know this is (very) late but I've reached university life!! another phase of my life. Kinda lives up to the title now eh? I'm sorry about the holes during the gaps, you could say there's not much to tell you readers. anyway, back to the university. I've been accepted to Management and Science University, a university in Shah Alam, Selangor, Malaysia. It's cool that I'm living on my own now, even though i miss my families back home, but I can cope with it. It's a different life experience here than i used to back home. There are more people, more buildings, and somehow i think the people here are more alive at night (Duh, uni students). Oh yeah, the course I'm taking is Game Design and Animation. Kinda playing the dream now, eh? I'm gonna be honest in this blog, I have trouble sleeping at night (It's like a condition being rubbed off by the surrounding people). 4 months. That's how long I've been here, and will be here for another 1 year and 6 months (hopefully) or 2+ years. I'll try to post in this blog more often (like always) with pictures! Pretty sure my SO would love to start reading this blog again. Until then, Good day to you readers.
From my head to the web
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Sunday, September 29, 2013
Saturday, August 17, 2013
2 days left
I forgot how blogging can ease up my mind. It is a personal blog, of my life. I think i can safely complain about anything here. Readers, you are reading an open-to-public diary. Haha. Screw formality (sorry formality). I've got my math to worry about, of which 4 past years are of mechanics and another 4 for pure. I might be dead (in figurative speaking) by Monday, but i'll die fighting. Trying to finish off those debts, that is. In this world, even though I don't feel alone anymore, i wonder if I had made the right choice, even though i don't regret choosing it. Anyways, it's been a long time, blog. I'll keep in touch every now and then.
The crossroad
I've finally reach it. The place where thousands of possibilities lie before me. The crossroad, so this is where I choose my own path. Should I go study in Australia, and start a life there? Or should I stay here, build up my savings and then decide on the next step. It seems the latter is a better option, in my case. If I were to go to Australia it would mean parent's scholarship. I don't want to sound like a snot or whatever but I don't want to be in debt to them anymore. It's time to man up, and be independent. The least chosen path, of the crossroad.
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
The mind
I speak in riddles, or not to the point. That is true and i notice it. But i can't help it. I wish not to have an over-criticising tone or to offend any one. Conflict is what breeds hatred, and i have no time for any of that. Over time, i may change this habit of mine. Until then, predators stalks their prey from dawn until dusk.
From the heart
Everything has a positive and a negative effect. for example, in war, there will always a victor, and a loser. The people who suffered, and those who prospered. In terms of wealth, it requires time and dedication. Most successful businessman/woman always devote most of their time to their business. Leaving just a small portion of their PRECIOUS time for their family. Some will give excuse, saying that the business is for their family. Some will also say that they got too caught up on their success, which acts as a catalyst for their efficiency to work. It is always like that. The first intention was always true, and good. It's for the family. Over time, the goal changes. It starts when they see how successful they can become, and when that happens they left behind the true purpose of their business. That is how I see it. Stress starts to accumulate from work, due to human errors or from difficult tasks. This is when they can't control their emotions and let it out on the family, Which causes family problems. mostly to their children, and the partner. The start of selfish actions. What would be the purpose of the money if there's no one to share it with? If you can't even enjoy it aside from luxury. Luxury is the least form of satisfaction. What all family need is love. What all people should have. By the time the successful are old, they would've lost trust with their family member. Or would've changed them into what they have become. In any case, the heart would be tainted. Taint breeds evil, which prospers in every shadow of the heart. Thus breeds generations of people like these. Sometimes, being successful is not from the views of wealth, but from happiness. As a family. As i write these ideas of mine, influenced by music, I hope that i will never be tainted. Wealth is nothing compared to happiness. Then again, the source of happiness in today's world comes from wealth. Abandoning the pleasures of the world would be the most preferred way to prevent from taint, and being humble.
Sunday, December 2, 2012
3rd December, 2012
Sniff the air. You know what that smells? holiday. It smells of holiday. I'm listening to paramore 3am in the morning, trying to find the right song for the right mood. What's my mood right now? Calm. Relaxed. Independent. Switch artist. The maine. Feels right. While I'm listening to music, browsing the web would be an instant reaction (well, right now it's an exception) This is how i spend my holiday. At night.
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