The mind

 I speak in riddles, or not to the point. That is true and i notice it. But i can't help it. I wish not to have an over-criticising tone or to offend any one. Conflict is what breeds hatred, and i have no time for any of that. Over time, i may change this habit of mine. Until then, predators stalks their prey from dawn until dusk.

From the heart

    Everything has a positive and a negative effect. for example, in war, there will always a victor, and a loser. The people who suffered, and those who prospered. In terms of wealth, it requires time and dedication. Most successful businessman/woman always devote most of their time to their business. Leaving just a small portion of their PRECIOUS time for their family. Some will give excuse, saying that the business is for their family. Some will also say that they got too caught up on their success, which acts as a catalyst for their efficiency to work. It is always like that. The first intention was always true, and good. It's for the family. Over time, the goal changes. It starts when they see how successful they can become, and when that happens they left behind the true purpose of their business. That is how I see it. Stress starts to accumulate from work, due to human errors or from difficult tasks. This is when they can't control their emotions and let it out on the family, Which causes family problems. mostly to their children, and the partner. The start of selfish actions. What would be the purpose of the money if there's no one to share it with? If you can't even enjoy it aside from luxury. Luxury is the least form of satisfaction. What all family need is love. What all people should have. By the time the successful are old, they would've lost trust with their family member. Or would've changed them into what they have become. In any case, the heart would be tainted. Taint breeds evil, which prospers in every shadow of the heart.  Thus breeds generations of people like these. Sometimes, being successful is not from the views of wealth, but from happiness. As a family. As i write these ideas of mine, influenced by music, I hope that i will never be tainted. Wealth is nothing compared to happiness. Then again, the source of happiness in today's world comes from wealth. Abandoning the pleasures of the world would be the most preferred way to prevent from taint, and being humble.

3rd December, 2012

   Sniff the air. You know what that smells? holiday. It smells of holiday. I'm listening to paramore 3am in the morning, trying to find the right song for the right mood. What's my mood right now? Calm. Relaxed. Independent.  Switch artist. The maine. Feels right. While I'm listening to music, browsing the web would be an instant reaction (well, right now it's an exception) This is how i spend my holiday. At night.