One week. I just need to seriously study for one week. I missed hanging out with her. No matter, its just one week. My cousin had his birthday party today. Sadly, i didnt come. Instead, my dad brought us to see act of valor. Its an inspiring movie and has a lot of heroism in it. Moral of the story is to be brave. When death comes, dont hesitate to embrace it. Just do it. A teacher once told me that when you study, dont plan it. There is no mood in studying and never will be. She is absolutely right. Im trying to do just that.

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Problems. The topic for today is problems. Everyone have problems, though some don't seem like they have one. People tend to hide it. Some people share their problem, to lessen their burden. One of my problem is tests. Every test i got its always on the border line. Its started when i first hated ms. I thought it would go away if i changed school but old habits die hard. Another problem is misinterpretation by people. Whenever i walk/hang around with a girl, my friends give me a creepy smile, and started teasing. No matter how hard i try to tell them the truth they just don't want to digest it. Lately i've been dissapointed at myself. I can't seem to concentrate. I know i can do better at studies, and tests. I think there's too much distraction. maybe. I wanna be alone for a while. to get my bearings back. But i can't risk seeing her sad. I just can't...

9th april 2012. I've attempted to confess to her how i feel about her. It was a poor attempt to say the least. On and on imaginations have been playing on my head on how i should tell her for weeks. No matter. I just want her to know. I dont expect anything to happen. Its just nice the way things are now. Its also nice to know that she's been keeping facts about myself. Heh, im quite surprised. Two more weeks until the assessment week. Its a good time to start.

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These past few days, school is getting bussier. Tests are going about and first assessment is coming. So, vigorous studying should be at least a week before that. What else is new... Ah! Nothing... To past this un-updated times, i will be writing random stories. Feel free to comment in the chatbox or something. Random story #1:

The sky reflected the sea. Blue in colour, but they can't reflect their movements. That, makes the sea so unique. The tides created by the moon made the sea so... wave-ey. Everywhere you see there's only water, and at the edge of the earth the sea and the sky meets. Although it is beautiful, it houses many of the deadly predators. There are also rumours of creatures as old as the dinosaurs, waiting for an unfortunate victim to strike. The sea... In all its beauty, has also an insidious side. As all light has their own darkness...

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Feeling another vibe again... This time, is from fate/stay night. Recently i've been rewatching every show i've watched ( except school days. That show is too depressing). How should i describe the female protagonist of fate/stay night? She was a noble, who became a servant fighting in a holy grail war. Her eyes were evergreen, which shines during the night filled with confidence and determination. She carried the burden of her country in her shoulder, always wanting the best for her country. Her posture was straight and she was well mannered, as expected from a noble. She wears an emotionless face, which was in a way beautiful. She has a golden hair, neatly tied in a shape of a petal-less flower. Even though it is ironic that a noble became a servant, she didn't care, because she was summoned to protect, and protect she did. Rest in peace, king arturia.

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Lets see... today my family just got back, school's getting busier and i got an electric guitar! Just what i'd imagine it to be...Awesome. So... school. I think things are pretty much ok. I'll just increase my effort of studying. At least i don't hate school as i used to. Oh, yea, Meg's birthday was yesterday. Happy Belated Birthday Meg!!! goodluck in life, and in music.

People say Brunei is blessed. I agree. We dont experience over-population, insufficient food, riots, and all the other stuff the whole world experienced. We dont even have debts (country wise). So why do the people still complain? Why do some people want to move out? In my opinion, its because we crave for more of what we dont have. Its just within our nature. You'll never appreciate what you have until its gone. Majority of the population likes to keep up with the trend. Say, you have an iphone, and recently the new generation of iphone comes out. Most of your friends got that. And to stay in the same level as them you bought the new one. But do you really need it? I'd say no. Need and want is an entirely different thing. Like my friend said, "don't believe in the devil". (actually its supposed to be 'give in' but who cares)

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